A year ago we stayed up till 3 am talking
And today I don’t know how to even say hey
I’m really afraid to feel happy because it never lasts.
Even when I detach, I care. You can be separate from a thing and still care about it. If I wanted to detach completely, I would move my body away. I would stop the conversation midsentence. I would leave the bed. Instead, I hover over it for a second. I glance off in another direction. But I always glance back at you.
I want to roll over at 2 a.m. to a kiss from you not a text message